I don't know why my computer doesn't want to turn on Russian language. I hope it doesn't matter.
Recently lots of things have happened.
M: poor girl. I can't say that I love her, but still. I couldn't even imagine, that such a small girl can give such informative advices. That's why I can say a big, very big thanks for her.
L: I don't know why you have written me today and told about your rethinking of the world. No idea. But I turned into ice.
B: my little bitchy sister. No words, you are amazing as usual. But unfortunately I cannot understand you at all. I have lost the thread of our relationship. I think you understand it perfectly. I just don't know what to do. I am in despair. But just forget, nevermind, those are my fuckin thoughts. It's just all because of I don't know what, may be our past relationships, may be we are too different, but we were the best...
So, good night. I'm going to fall asleep, see again my marriage, see my husbands, wake up in a horror. Hope it won't be again L. or that awful blonde one.